After two weeks I can honestly say I’m loving this new job. The people are nicer, my boss isn’t calling me names behind my back and there are all kinds of perks! And the work I’m doing? Actual work!
I’ve created and successfully sent out email campaigns, designed christmas cards, and I’ve just been told that I’m going to be involved in the new web services architecture. This? This is actual work. What I was doing before? Complete rubbish in comparison.
Perhaps there’s something about loving what you do that allows you just to be better at it. I’m dyslexic, yes. In my last job that meant that I made a fair amount of mistakes – despite the triple checking, and constant reminders I was giving myself. But I hated the job, and the people I worked with hated me too so going to work every day was like being electrocuted with fake smiles and bitchiness every five minutes. I’m sure you can imagine the kind of work ethic that instigated, and I’m sure it was the catalyst of all the mistakes I made.
The new job, though? I come into work calm, and happy and glad to be there. I don’t bite my tongue or wish to bitch incessantly. I’m glad to be given things to do, and surprisingly I do them well – no mistakes as yet! Perhaps its the type of work I’m being asked to do – creative fun stuff – today I am creating .Net Web Apps! Actual Development! With actual programming! It’s just so SATISFYING! Admittedly, I haven’t used any of the .Net languages since uni, so I’m flexing muscles I haven’t used in four years. But for serious – I can’t believe let myself suffer in an admin role (something I was hideous at) when I could have been doing this.
If any of you reading this dislike what you are doing – STOP DOING IT! If you know there are better things out there, go find it. I didn’t realise how miserable and pathetic my old job was until I left, and I can honestly say that leaving was the best possible thing I could have done for myself. Don’t suffer if you don’t have to, hey. If you can move on to greener pastures, then do so. For Serious!
Posted at December 21st 2008, 08:44pm
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